i got nothing to post , i've gotten my result and im glad with my CL . rest i've nothing to say , maybe i will post it all out tgt when report book is out . i wasnt having a right mood now & recently i've been dreaming of ghost , getting caught by police , shivering in th night when i dont even know & cant even control myself . i myself couldnt believe it too . Whats worst , i dreamt of the hell god coming towards me and i jus kept running and hiding , does that means its coming to get me to another place? i've been thinking and i came out with a conclusion is , i'll have lotsa words to say to alot of ppl man ! BUT i find it great cos i can see you guys , you guys cant get to see me , so i can get to knw whatever things i want and get to see whoever i want . right ?

well thats the only thing i find it good to be a wandering ghost lols. i shldnt be so pessimistic , shld i ? but i find that maybe dying is better? i know i shld be satisfied cs im not some handicapped n those africans but problems is really to much for me , and i strongly agree that im super lousy and weak for this cos i was nt as strong as i ought to be anymore , im too tired to hang on .

so yea , i've nothing to blog but i wna says cheers for EXAMS-FREE & MAHJONG + BBALLING of cos , last but not least TRAINGGGGGS ! i've got a phobia for it now man-.- whatever , i've gna hang down there not gna surrender that soon for physical toughness ! :D

is too late for turning back now , when i started this , i shld go along to my decision ,i've told someone that you can never be replaced by anyone in my heart ,thinking back , uoyssimi super much ... ):looking into your eyes i see a picture of another instead of me ,your heart is beating for someone else while mine is for you ,
yet i couldnt hold on to waiting anymore cos is getting me tired ... i jus seriously wonder , when will the right one comes ? the one who will gives me care , concern ,laughters , joys , happiness & everything i wnated in life which you had use to give me with , when ?is keeping me waiting for too long and my eyes & heart overwhelmed with envious when i saw those couples hanging out , those blogs . . . if you cant be replace then tell me , when will i be set free ? im stuck with you )':

jus how great would it be at this moment you can be with me , protecting me giving me the secureness i need ...我真的好想你

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