i dont knw why ,
why cant she just listen to what i says ?
why cant she just gets my meaning ?
why must she focus on th results instead of hardwork ?
why cant she jus understand my stand ?
why cant i GO OUT AFTER EXAM ?
why cant she just know the things im going through ?
why cant she just understand what i REALLY WANTS ?
why cant she just dontknw what a child needs ?
why cant she just put studies aside and focus on my emotions & cares towards that ?
why cant she just stop emphasizing on th stress of studying ?
why must she think as though im a robot that can only study ?
why must she only have "STUDY " in her head?

i've my own personal problems , worries , so does studyings stress , i admit that i was wrong not to pay attention in class more and creat problems and fightings instead but i did study for exam why cant she jus see how much effort is put in for this 2weeks ?this two weeks i mug like fuck , i slept at midnight and i can swear my sleeps never exceeds 8hrs , even normal school days , worst exam periods my sleeping time is LESSER THAN 5HOURS . i sacrifice all this , what i get is her naggings & forcing of going a tuition ? worth ? NO .

i've alot of worries , be it personal or love matters , family or friendships , I HAVE . but who can i speak to ? if i can i would not have seek blogger . but blogger is not something private so is once again equals that i' NO ONE to speak to . how great would it be if just , now this moment theres this someone let me hug to and cry as loudly as i can and let me rant on JUST HOW GREAT YET HOW IMPOSSIBLE IT IS TO ME .. im tired , seriously tired .

exams are over and now problems comes .. i've alot of thinking , alot to says but i just dont knw how to describe it and just one word