Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 9:26 AM
after much thought i decided to came blogging . how great woud it be if i've someone to talk to now instead of ranting to blogger but it seems like those fews whom i always sought help from is also having their own problem , maybe in th past i've been too self-centered and neglected about their life ? hope you guys can cheer up soon(:well , im feeling rather low but this time round is regarding family matters , i felt that im seriously sucha fcuker , i've been so enjoying my life spending money , today i spend 20dollars for the whole day , whats happening to me... i dont knw why i kept spending so much money when my family aint really in good conditions despite mum bought a laptop and handphone for me reently n this is also partly why i shld cut down on my daily expenses , and my aunts are kpkb for my mum buying this laptop for me . hey hello ? you guys children lives in a condo , camera , laptop , handphone changed so often , now i changed a new computer also got problem ? hey this is just my 2nd computer for my wholelife , what about your child then ? does that mean that im born w.o advantages of enjoying life while your child can ? if now my mum could afford why cant she buy for me ? your house matter ? who are you to care so much ? like hello ! if i really get rich one day im gna throw you with money straight on th face . you guys seriously is too much , to be always criticising my mum indirectly , hey ? dont ever say my mum's intelligence cos you're just arrogant bitch who acts like one career women with fluent english -.- i've went to your shop before and YOUR ENGLISH IS CMI la hor , i bet my mum is not good as you in english but she can beat you straight down in chinese . fuck off , one day i will prove you wrong , and i will make you a disgrace and make my mum proud of having me this daughter i will never forget you guys criticism , im sure gna throw money striaght on your face , just one day and you wait .
alright im just damn fuck up with my aunties who always look down on others , gradually i noticed how much my mum is suffering &im blogging this out with tears cos i couldnt hold on to it anymore .. my father is just a bastard and i will never forget how he destroy this family , we dont even have a house , is HE the one causes us to live under one roof with others . believe it or not im determined to study now , somehow my aunties likes to compare my results with his children , so now im waiting for her to compare and im sure gna let her drop her jaws. ohyeah spotted something new on my blog ? haha somehow is the trend now eh ? so im trying it out now LOL. and i seriously find myself so noob in this kinda of things and blogger lols.
i've too much to think , too much to say bt what i wna do now is to focus on my studies , not getting into any assumption of falling in love anymore , cos it dont meant & it dont lasts. whatever it is , im pulling myself up now (: have really been neglecting my studies since last yr , so yeah haha same sentence , believe it ornot up to you , im getting back to studies . & i just hate disencouragement comments , sometimes you can say im petty but i've enough of it . Sometimes i dont say anything doesnt mean i dont care & in th first place if you dont care , i wont bother to care anymore , im not the soft me like to past , is been too much and im sick of it , by all you say , im petty or whatever this is me .
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