Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 9:50 AM
what should i blog ? what more to blog ? i dont know . . . felt so low , i dont knw why everyday , my day just cant be lighten up , i just cant be totally happy and high for just one day , i dont knw why i've many to think , many to hopes for , many to wish for , many to worries for , manymanymany & plenty flooding in and out of my mind , is just so weird . . .anw , didnt slept at all ytd night , i couldnt sleep , the whole night im just thinking about th same things .. helped out my mum in th morning to prepare for my grandfather deathe day bt was chase to sleep by mum & so i slept at 6plus after deciding not to go for jogging cos wongshuqing says that if nvr sleep and nvr eat go exercise will "bao bi " eh i dont knw how says lols. woke at around 1plus , missed calls and messages , haha not surprising it was yeohuiyee , she went to take ball from huiwen for xuehan & i started preparing and off to meet her , sucha spoiler man -.- it was drizzling but im glad that in th end the whole day there no rain(: went meet her & prisc at compass , up to cc , changed , shoot balls and started playing teams , cc had many ppl today esp those home united ppl , went outside court and played then i saw zhanglang lols , abit shocked but partly im not cos tomansi & yhy both gotten calls from her & haolian to me ! idiottt .
continued to play , oh is been long since i play so hard haha . then stopped and rot till .. eh i dont know ? lols cos i was not looking time i only knw we went to compass slacked till 11plus i think . & there goes again im feeling very frustrated .. though i wear a smile for my day but that doesn mean im happy , cs im flooded with plenty of problems , will problems just spare me ? i felt so tired , too much to say i dont knw how to say it out i jus feel like crying out to someone now ... &i've no idea where to start from my problems cos is too much to be said out ):
just when will the right one will come ? right day will come ? & if everyday is birthday , everyday i can make 3wish my wish for today is i seriously hope to improve my bballing skills for something i find it impossible to me & i shall keep my first and second wish as a secret .
till here ppl im sorry , is rather a wordy post . im sorry.
idontgetyourpoint .
areyoucaringme?oryouwanttoknowsomethingfromme?
idontknwwheretostarttotellyou..cosimseriouslymessedup,
i'vemanyon-goingproblemseveryday..
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