PS I TRIED TO PARAGRAPH MY POST BUT IT CANT SO I USE COLORS TO MAKE IT MORE EASIER TO BE READ SORRY !
Alright how shld i start my day , i just woke up and im bored so i decided to came blogger .
ytd was mother day ! i accompany my mum to have breakfast & we went ikea & giant to get our cupboard and i bought my slippers , fbt running tee & my new love for chocolates is dark chocolates of Ferrero Rondnoit , whatever i dont knw how spell lols. is damn delicious , despite having a lil bit of bitterness hahas , is better than white & milky chocolates can , so sick . home & watch Night of the museum .
Just when im happily watching , zl ring me up for mahjong as they need 1 legs more , didnt wanted to go but the stupid jiaja pullllllllllllllllllllll me and keep say " wah peien you like tt liao la sua ~ sua ~" being as a super soft-hearted person wahahha , i decided to go to jiajia's house with huiyee & meet them at angmokio , omg is damn long i nv went there , old house is still the best ! hees. & zl came to find us , waited for them to eat , smoke and chatting at void deck , seriously hate them keep on irritate me with cats zz. up to jiajia house , didnt mahjong cos her sis dont allow , travvvvvvvvvvel to zl house at taopayoh forced small black to play cos we dont wnat hahahahs ! slack over there , see them play & chujiajia you lose not cos of me singing can ?! IS YOU NO SKILLS , BOOOO ! tsktsk ! my voice so nice loh , LOL . & not long after i started to turn on my "hunger" mode and i start grumbleeeeeeee after seeing a mac-delivery guy walk past zl house & the giraffe beside me ask zl to took out some "mummie" err dont knw how spell la , ate 1packet STILL HUNGRY , ate another packet STILL HUNGRY LOL.
HENG AH ! i dont need suffer from hunger cos they went down to eat , ate STILL ABIT HUNGRY , share food with jiajia STILL GOT SPACE TO FILL IN , ate the western food that the giraffe bought ( actually i still abit hungry ) but nvm quite full alr , i swear i find myself can eat so much during hols I DONT KNW WHY ! but nvm , eating and sleeping is best of all , they love me , i love them , we are happy FAMILY ((: . Use comp and played viwawa with yoey and huiyee then nth to do le so went sofa , fall asleep -.- went to zl's room to sleep with huiyee but CANT SLEEP zzz , luckily i got the ipod of some giraffes in th zoo & i manage to fall asleep and wakes up and sleep and wakes -.- around 5am plus went out , SIBEH POWER THEY STILL PLAYING ! -.- play and play and play , stop around 6plus , jiajia and prawn headed home while huiyee & giraffe & zl pei me wait for my mother to wake up and go my aunt house ,halfway around 8plus i seriously ran out of patience and called my mum i dont want go , i can hear she is kinda "burning " but ignored-.- zz.
Walked down zl house to take bus , halfway MY GUILTYNESS OVERWHELMING so .. give up , show white flag , call back my mother & meet her at taopayoh central , parted with giraffe , huiyee and zl .meet my mother went eat , thought wil have sumptious meal , in th end eat chakwaytiao niah ! kns ! up to my aunt house , cos my main point is to visit my aunt , she came to singapore , going back tmr , err i slept for like 2h ? -.- damn shiok cos GOT AIR-CON wahaha ( someone air-con spoiled ! ) woke around 11plus , cabbed back home to prepare for training , changed alr and i went back to sleep , wthell , the more i sleep the more i feel tired and my migraine acts up , sore-throat and cough come find me , thnks ah ! so i decided not to go training , sleeeeeeeeeeeep till i keep hearing my fone ring and ... moodless ..
& here im now at home , waiting for my mama to come back & when i tell mama i nv go training she says " Told you not to go alr right , in th end waste time at home , i would rather you come pei ah yi " i was like WTHELL IM DAMN TIRED ALR CAN ! but i TOLERATED her nonsense and says nxt time i will , went back to sleep again and now 5plus i finally woke up after dilly dally at my bed msg-ing away . zzz.
i felt so guilty , is my wrong and if i really saw that msg i wont have skipped the trainings , im sorry peeps. the only way i can make ups now is to attend the rest of the trainings . Im sorry for making the wrong decisions , is wasnt what i want but im really tired at the moment .. speechless. i reallyreallyreally didnt wanted it to be this way but i jus felt my existence was meaningless as what you guys training for are for nationals then what about me ? im not saying is wasting my time but somehow i find it pointless for me to be there , i need some assurance im lost in my way.
Trying&trying&trying to be happy .. im tired ):