Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 7:24 AM
虽然收敛了许多的情感还是泄露了我的不安
于是你开始冷淡
我也开始问自己该怎么办
如果你知道我的遗憾
千万不要再不以为然
我的生活已经混乱
到处漂流却始终靠不了岸
这是我最后
最美 最真
最心碎的留言
Oh 爱我 好吗
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落
i wants to blog but i came with a blank mind , viewing those post in th past ,
after this post , june 8th post will be gone and left june 9th , then after tmrw's post june9th post will be gone , but i dont want .
Those promises made , we said to be understanding , sorting things out
yet th love came fast and so it went off tt fast too . . promises makes are meant to be fulfil
aint it ? but we've yet to fulfilled them . forget it no point saying all these now .
anwy , had training today , is always like this when im ready to play on court , coach will not put me down , when i dont feel like to play he will keeep putting me down , damn him .
& my lil finger is hurt again , like wthell , i seriously think it wont recover anymore ,
cfm would be a old injury ... i just hope it can stop being so swollen cos is seriously super ugly-.-
ate , went to sort some disputes ( err did i spelled it wrongly ? ) , homed on my own ,
& btw wtheck , i happened to passby a case of jumping down at th block nearby compasspoint ,LOL. somehow i find my sentence structures is wrong zz.
took 163 , walked th exact path home again . .
& here im posting , had a uber big quarrel with mum , oh just fuck off will you ?
repeating th same thing over and over again , aint you tired ? I guess you're not but I-AM -.-
crying all aloneagain, iseriously feel like crying out to someone,
friends i've plenty but just who can icry to?
after training today i went to look at my fone,then i remembered it will nv ring tt often anymore
if im not wrong i only heard my ringtone 2times today ,in th past hearing tt ringtone of mine reminds me of your msg coming in
now it will no- longer be yours..it seriously surprised me just how things change within 2weeks
from stalkers to friends , to lover , to now . . .
tell me you still love me will you? you left me wondering,do you even love me at th firstplace?
or you're just playing?N-O , i knw is not,i can see you do love me, right dont you?
but why did you leave me just like tt,just how great if i can be given a second chance to loveyou..
how could you let go of me tt easily, i know i had tied you too much but i didnt ask for meeting everyday , i jus cant bear to part and teared,
i know you're busy as i said i only want your sunday with me as for th rest is okay to me , i wil miss you but tt doesnt means i would be unreasonable to ask for meet outs when i know youre super busy now .. whywhywhy .. you really left me with so many why WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE ME JUST-LIKE-THIS ?!
why didnt you give me more time,cant th love of yours to me be th reasons of you giving more time for me to be a better girlfriend for you ? . .
Twelve's
♥ドラえもん
I've the greatest MUMMY on earth♥
“Seek not that the things which happen should happen as you wish; but wish the things which happen to be as they are, and you will have a tranquil flow of life”
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