is been a struggle , i hardly could sleep a wink is not that im thinking things this time round , is bcos i felt so sick , so uneasy to even sleep . At that moment , how i wish there could have something for me to hit my head and let me goes to sleeps or maybe some sleeping pills .
Fever had not yet subsided , in fact it goes up again . More coming up , body aches so much that i could barely bend to rinse my mouth after brushing my teeth. Totally lost appetite , still i forced myself to eat a mouthful of porridge yet in th end i went vomiting , felt so itchy , how i wish i can dig my throat out and scratch it , disgusting i know . But is seriously veryvery itchy. No matter how sick im , i hardly vomit . I guess this time im really sick . Felt so restless yet i coudlnt sleep , i find it so hard to even breath by my nose cos of the flu im having . Using my mouth to breathe only increases the itchyness of my throat , how ? The medicine given by the doctor SUCKS. But no matter how much it sucks , in order to recover my tmrw i only have the only choice which is to consume it & faster recover so i dont have to take it again. I think this is the outcome of my stuborness & continuosly eating on heaty food & chocolates . But thats my favourites how could i resist to the tempt ? whatever man. Anw , i've been sick during holidays but manage to recover very soon i guess this time is the break out of accumulating those sickness i ought to have during holidays & so now im feeling veryveryvery terrible. I could even hardly walk/sit . Felt so cold , even i had already wore a jacket i still felt so cold tht i've to off my fans & cover 2 blankets on me , i even have the urge to close my windows-.- . Worst part of all , i even had my socks on , so my body is totally covered . BUT WHY AM I STILL FEELING SO COLD ?! DAMN_l__l_
The whole cliques of us are sick, hopefully we could all recover asap(:
&god pls let me recover by tmrw )':
no matter how terrible i feel/how much i hope you'r by my side now , still i've to live on my own , takecare of myself and recover cos you'll never be there for me to lean on anymore. . .no matter what life still gotta move on w.o you , i know.
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