Cos now i'll use all the smiles to cover up those flaws.
Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 11:38 AM
No way m i raking the past up , i'll just smile and let it go .
Alright , awhile ago im feeling rather low i can say anw , thnks bestie V's accompanyment . fyi , is late midnight 2am plus right now(:
&yes this time round i came across inspiring writers again ! HAHA . right im a stalker , i dont deny for this cos im indeed one , heeheehee ppl out there beware ! anw i dont think i would have chance to blog later due to my tight schedule though i still'ld bring my lappy to malaysia &yup , you didnt see wrong , im going back to malaysia today which is friday(: ! Hmm , personal reasons ? k , not very personal just my auntie is severely sick tt i've to rush back to see her . Honestly speaking im not excited at all .
1st i aint in a good mood i can say . 2nd i miss outings with cliques , today is a good chance yet i've to miss it ): 3rd ,i've been craving for shoppings/movies i could've done all this today yet i cldnt.
but anw , all these could be done sooner or later , life & deathe is more impt(: Trying hard to make good decisions nowadays & i couldnt sleep ! i've no idea why too , maybe im afraid of dreams HAHA. k , tts sounds stupid i know . Sometimes i've really seen thru sooooosoooosoooo much things that i think , just-forget-it . Just like the saying in chinese , 船到桥头自然直。 right ?! shall spend more times on useful things isnit. Obviously there're times when one will be upset over certain matters or things that one came across but whats the point ? Perhaps this is just a better way out to give up i think . Nobody can controls anyone's life , everyone lives for their own , so i shall too . Time to get independent & focus on things tt needs my attention & not wasting my time/happiness , cos they are precious !!
My counseller says , the time you spent on studying is just like adding money into your bank , the more you spent the more money you'ld got , cos TIME=MONEY ! Super precious ah ! cannot waste , tabuleh anyhow ! HAHA , tabuleh = cannot . I just told Bestie J this afternoon , though im a racist but being born in a country full of malays , i find malay language kinda cool ! HAHA but im more interested in korean language recently^^ HAHAHA.
Arghhhh , my eyes is reddish and swollen ! HAHAHA , but im feels more comfortable now(:
I'll let my blog rot for the time being till the day im back to SG(: !
MISS ME PEOPLEEEEEES^^
(But i strongly thinks i'll only miss cliques , basketball , my bike & whoever hahahaha!)
whoever can be whoever , so can be you , you or you ! *winks*
Twelve's
A cheerful girl that define 'Chatterbox' &way too unpredictable for anyone to comprehend.
♥ドラえもん
I've the greatest MUMMY on earth♥
“Seek not that the things which happen should happen as you wish; but wish the things which happen to be as they are, and you will have a tranquil flow of life”
-Epictetus quotes -That's me