Though i doesnt blive those kinda superstitious stuffs but sometimes i cant help but agree to what the master had said , i've many on-going problems in my life all never stop , awhile it can be friendship , awhile r/s , awhile family problems , is never ending .
Maybe i dont deserve those , what a joke . Im sucha fool to blive in fairytales
Tell me why , teach me how to go on like this , i couldnt .
I trust no one . Sometimes , is really not easy to put everything behind and laugh as loud as one can , putting on a pretence was a torment , a misery to know that none knw what exactly you're actually experiencing , pathetic isnt it ? But , everything moves on , time is not gna wait for anyone .
& this is shyt cos im raking up the past again ,
but i know , theres always better tmrw , i hope for one too .