my wound hurts & it sucks to be handicapped .

whnever i look at this leg of mine now i jus wonder how long will it takes to recover/ how long e pain gna stays. whnever i look at my hair , though after e haircut ytd is better but still i feel like bashing myself up .

perhaps i dontknw how to express anymore , but sometimes i find human beings are rather selfish,well i know tts humans' nature. so, im starting to find this phrase sounds true " being good to others is being cruel to yourself" maybe i've been treating ppl too good tt they take me for granted which i hate & they only find me when they NEED me & they simply dont cares HOW I FEEL. ohwell , forget it i shall jus shutup and keep it to myself like AGAIN. F.U.C.K.

bye , somehow i regretted not joining red-cross so i would know a better way to treat my wound.