So much to say yet i just dont knw how to put them in words . So many songs tt can relates to my mood now , too many till i've no idea which to point out to . Cant stop worrying how m i going to catch up with my work in order to score well for SA2 . Though im happy tt SA2 is been postphone to a week later yet im sad tt holidays starts a week later too . I want accurancy , i want stamina , i want speed , i want good dribbaling skills but all this dont just comes as i want but come as i train for , time time time , all i need is time which im now lacking of , i need some peace , off to sleeps once after i finish reading my book & my hair drys , nights ppl (:
ohyes you didnt see wrong , im reading nowadays , honestly speaking im getting more and more in love with reading , i dont knw why too . haha.
someone once told me, to forget one is to love another ,
i tried , i give chance yet whatever it is the scenario reminds me of you , why isit so ?
perhaps is jus like e saying , " the worst lies are the lies that a person told him/her self " cos i still do love you
as much as how i used to ,however i knw i've to think practically,
& i now you dont anymore so now i'll not interrupt/disturb your life all i want is to let this go on peacefully ,
i need some peace from everything, im tired of escaping & retreating from all these.
Labels: i hate to be the last one to know esp when i couldnt do anything to help when i desperately hope i could.