Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 9:56 AM
Last paper tmrw , i did nth today , had enuff .im really deprived of sleeps , sucha let down . i mugged so hard and all my efforts went down drained .
papers like history , i can do , i can score yet i didnt manage to finish , fuck,
maths , i dontknw how fucking hell i can fail it i guess is all careless marks.
science , im just too .. nervous thats why i blackout and fuck.
fuckfcukfuckfuck . well , dwelling over this makes no sense , cos is OVER .
i've no confidence for maths paper tmrw i tell myself this " forget it just study what you can , whatever question is out just do it if not just flunk it "
this shldnt be the attitude towards my papers but im just too tired to really study or perhaps i give myself up .
afterall im just doing nth good to myself honestly speaking i dontknw what im typing also .
bye . exams periods are worst than anything else , killer.
lastly , still the word " let down" ppl are treating me very well recently , be it friends or anyone else but seems like i only disappoints them , just take mummy for example everytime once after exams im just so afraid to hear her voice cos she will come asking " how was exam ?" and i'll go answering " aiya dont ask la" is rude but how i wish i can confidently answer with a " haha no problem " but i hardly do that not even for chinese papers this time round . However i think life is pretty good for me , theres nothing im lack of , k perhaps money just some as usual financial problems but rest it was going on pretty well , hopefully things went on this way , hopefully .
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