Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 8:32 AM
I've the urge to blog but i dontknw what to blog .Headaches and thanks to 2panadols which save me from the terrible feeling.
sometimes i do wonder , what exactly is a family ?
if living under one roof with no peace and quarrels between one another , why not separate ?
like hello i dont need a proper family , i dont even have one since veryveryvery young , i would rather separate and gain some peace instead staying tgt giving me all sorts of problems & stress.
i mean all of us have different character since we cant get along why not just separate , perhaps im heartless freak or whatever cos i dont really care the existence of parents . My preferance is obviously mummy but sometimes the unreasonable and naggy side of her just pissed me off though i know is for my own good but i just cant stand it . argh whatever in conclusions family means nothing to me , i've lost it longlong time ago .
Sometimes i do envy childrens with proper family but envy , so what ? Is not like i will die w.o a family cos once we get old , we still have to rely on ourself . I dontknw if this thinking of mine is correct ornot but i know this is how cruel and realistic life can be .I've lost the ability to believe and live in fairytales , lost the trust and most impt-ly the faith .
Just like w.o a certificate or qualifications is hard to earn a living , marriage = stepping into the coffin .
Nothing lasts.
Twelve's
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I've the greatest MUMMY on earth♥
“Seek not that the things which happen should happen as you wish; but wish the things which happen to be as they are, and you will have a tranquil flow of life”
-Epictetus quotes -That's me
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