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Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 9:10 PM
Why dont you just fuck off ?

So now i know , no not now , i shld have know long ago . To you , skill is the main point of all , only skillful player have the privilege to be pampered compared to those who're not as strong as them . oh no , this is reality i shld have accepted it .


I dont mind scoldings but mind you , theres always a limit . Ask yourself , have you ever really trained me ? No. or maybe you've but im just not smart enough to catch it . But if im so smart WHY must i need a coach then , what for ? Not everyone is born to be good thinking skills and fast . Yes i admit im slow but nobody is perfect isnt it . You said , you coached me for two yrs you see nothing in me , dont worry you're not the only one , i played for two yrs i see nothing in myself too .  Thanks to you and now i dont even know what have i been playing , all along . 

I see nothing anymore , no point . Maybe i started basketball too late or maybe im not cut out for basketball . Sometimes to think back about everything now ,i would ask myself why not putting down everything and walk away to restart a life that suits me better where i dont have to face with so many things at one time , perhaps i shld start considering it. Life is like hell but this is what exactly life ought to be like.

I hate it when ppl look down on me but worst of all is when at this point of time , i myself cant even do something to change it & i hate you .

Basketball is where i found my passion but now you made me feel so suck when playing basketball . I no longer see the happiness in it.

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