I've no idea whats wrong with me today . Training was great and fun except that i just cant get the ball into the damn basket . No , i think theres nothing wrong with the basket but me , myself . Maybe is bcuz that i didnt have enough sleeps last night , hope so . Im sick , i've no appetite but i keep feeling hungry , headaches & my abd is in pain again . Please let me stay healthy for the time being , i cant fall sick at this time ):

(ok ps i've been editing my post for several time cuz i find it too wordy LOL )

I just ( hope i can /want to) be a better player .

Hai.

Sometimes when life sucks to an extend that you cant hold on anymore all you need is to tell yourself to hang on cos no matter what bad days dont goes on forever . And no matter what , when problems comes even if you've friends with you but still you just've to be smart enough to find a way out cuz afterall you're the one experiencing . Life is just all about you , yourself . Only smart ppl are able to survive with intelligence . Even if you dont bear to , you've to. Theres nth such as " i cant live w.o you " ,bcuz if so , what were you before knowing * ? , learn to let go & rmb time heal all wounds.  Hang on, be strong & believe that things will better in time .

 - Peien hahaha :D