Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 4:56 AM
I think as we grow older we tend to start neglecting ppl around us as we've our priority and goal which we set for ourself thus we always focus on it so as to achieve it , we work so hard and slowly we start neglecting other things which shldnt stand in our way. Or rather we turn to be less sensitive.
I think that is why im losing the fire for bball . Bcos im aiming for O's instead .
I dont like being this way but i think sometimes the way how ppl see you is not something you could control , all you can is do your best and MYOB as for the rest we shld just ignore , for what make things so hard for ourself isnt it ?Stressing over whats over is useless anyway. Maybe that is why im slowly losing the passion as i dont see im anything in coach's eyes. I wish i cld be a higher level player but the problem is i dont even know where the problem lies at .
Anw, i think theres some problem lies with myself too which i cant explain .
我很急。
我很不稳。
我很慢。
我很怕。
i find myself dropping whereas ppl are climbing up higher and higher . but after saying so much , i still love basketball , love sports , love the feeling of standing under the hot sun feeling giddy sweating like hell which i finally have today . Is just that im not satisfied with my skills and physical fitness . I think that is how tough to balance studies and sports at one time whats worst is i dont understand why my IQ is so low , i dont believe im a retard la but just damn it , to be exact im just not those kind of super smart/high intelligence / flexible kid.
k , enuff of rantings .
bbbbbbbbb , off to studies(:
dntdntdntdnt , drives me crazyyyyyyy ~
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