Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 8:29 AM
Because many things are going arnd in this small tiny lil dot , competitive and cruel. Only e strong ones stays at the top . Many times telling myself to play my very best but how many times did i really do it ? I dont think is e utmost yet. Knowing that im weak and soft , trying so hard to be fierce and hard , to be stronger but everything seems to be no avail. How does it feel like to have everything falling at once ? So what if you tried to be optimistic but e fact is , many things are coming their way against you , no matter what is just a matter of time that you gonna face it and most importantly ,how are you gonna conquer it ? When you failed to fight for what you want , the saddest thing is not about losing but you disappoint e one whom you're fighting so hard for , or rather to be more precise , the reasons behind it. If you ever look back e footsteps of your life , look how much life had changed and everything is telling you , you've to be independant , you've to be strong , eventually no matter what , life is all about you ,yourself and how you face everything coming against you . Only e ones that never give up , with strongest determination and endurance would success. But , how many are able to do so ? We're humans ,we aint robot.
Today morning ,on e way to sbc i saw an old uncle walking in a very slow pace with small lil footsteps , one step by another while boarding e bus. Ever imagine yourself turning old ? At e start from learning how to walk/run , anticipating e passion of your life , fighting for that orange ball , sprint with all your might , defence with your heart and soul , assist your team mates , playing one tournament /matches/ friendly after another , going thru so much sweat and trainings with people who come and goes from your life , to someone who turn old and weak that needs xtra care and concern .Going thru e process of your life , this is just how time flies and how short life is. If you're not gonna do your best right now , then when're you gonna do it ? Obviously not till e time when you had already grown old and yellow , even weaker and softer . Sigh , this is life, life with regrets/happiness/glory, parts and parcels , from a stage to another.However , is always easier to be said , than done.
So , cherish your love ones before they goes out of your life and thats when you gonna start regretting for everything that you cld actually had done more .
So now im abandoned and on my own to face with everything , how am i gonna do it ?
How am i gonna find someone better than you when you're already e most wonderful/best to me ?
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