Tuesday, June 29, 2010 @ 11:41 AM
Everything hasnt been good for me but i guess is not yet the worst . Having rashes which im not sure if it is ornot , feeling so itchy all over my body , my thigh , foot , hand , neck . Is getting more and worst , so unbearable for this past two days in school. In addition , having a scar on your face , is inevitable that people would ask and i get so sick &tired of repeating myself again & again. The worst , is to be laughed at . Obviously , im not someone for them to bully , sure i would rebutt but those words definitely would affect some part of me though i really tried not to think and ignore. I just feel so weird especially when ppl look at me , in e past my face never gives me a problem , at all but now , sigh. Those feelings could not be describe in words till you experienced it. But well , am glad that many tried to cheer me up , dont worry , im fine oh no or rather , i dont have a choice anw , so yup , i gonna be fine (: I think imma alien. When too many words left unspoken things starts to get off track. Is so true bcuz i experienced it in anything be it friends or family. Sometimes , i just wanna be simple , speak whatever i like with no barriers in my heart , no mind games , no curiosity , no uncertainties . But i guess ,i've to get used to it. Is not the first time and is always been like this. Cuz im not a princess and this aint a fairytale. I dont wanna be crest-fallen anymore , not gonna make anyone my everything bcuz for all i've made , left me one after another and tore me into pieces . Right now , standing up on my own , i see no policy in believing and once bitten twice shy .
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