Saturday, June 5, 2010 @ 10:13 AM
Today ;I notice Yishi , Zoey &Huiping are damn stalkers and gossip ladies.
Yishi is damn kpo lor ! HAHA.
Im being questioned by many ppl , why my blog so emo ? Why my facebook status so emo ?
I've got a new blue-black .
We lost to engtat hornets & thrashed by them.
I realise , smelly people plays smelly tricks. They're plain losers.
Im not sad , but not happy too.
I felt like a utter loser . I dont know what im doing in that court , holding that ball. Do i even belong there? Throughout the match , im like a clown in the court .On e way back home , i asked myself what the hell am i doing there , why am i wearing that jersey and training tee , i dont even deserve it. Where is my fighting spirit ? Is this how much i could do ? I know , lose or win doesnt matter , i know at least i done my best but i can do better , right? I kept questioning myself.
觉得自己非常的没有用，烂透了，打什么篮球，根本没资格！
I always reflect , i know im not good , never. But i really dislike the feeling of losing , i really dislike it . Yet , i've been losing , all along. I just feel like scolding myself , " So what if you know you're not good enough , so what if you do reflections , so what if you know all your flaws but are you gonna do something about it ? Will you ?" The answer is , yes i'll but HOW ? But well , at least i had done my best , i really did. Just for tonight and tmrw i'll leave them as memories and start another new day . Im optimistic (:
&bcuz of e feedbacks i've received im trying not to post so emo already ! Im strong okay ;D
I shall enjoy tmrw's 3on3 ! &OH , one more thing , MY STAMINA JUST SUCKS !
But i've been running leh , SERIOUS ! I need more leg muscles , my leg almost cramp today , heng nv if cramp i'll ... omg embarrass ttm.
我很想念一切的一切，多么希望自己可以洒脱一些，毕竟不是第一次了，可是真的很难放下。应为，我真的很爱很爱你。说的用意，做起来可难了。。。
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