Saturday, July 24, 2010 @ 11:13 AM
Every minute seem to be an hour , counting down every seconds. It makes a huge difference to be in and out of it , just in that 4 sides long rectangle . Just this rectangle made me feel totally upset . To face with the fact of incapability & only could be the one seeing instead of engaging in it , it hurts . Is like thousand of needles prickling your heart , the overwhelming urge but yet you could only hoping and still hoping . Looking at the time as it count down on its own till the very last 38seconds & followed by the whistle i know , it has ended , finally. Disappointment is e only word i can use to describe , brain bombarded with thoughts & questions , my mouth stopped working and refuse to talk then , i starts to indulge in my own world. Despite the fact that theres whistles , noises , players , games going on & strangers yet i remain oblivious to it & my mind starts chatting own its own.
Passion ? Laughs . How long this can follow you ? So what if you love it ? Only the strong ones gets the priority , this is how cruel reality could be. If playing your own passion makes you feel so awful when it ought to be happy then whats e point ? I tried to ignore , i tried to not think about it but im just not those kind who could chuck it all aside , i care , because i love it , i love this game, basketball . But , i've no rights to say it because im not mastering it , is been 2years . I really wanna plays better , really . Sigh. Tonight , will be one of the worse night ever i guess.
Perhaps its true that life is all about owning a cert , a degree , earning big bucks & how to have a good life . Then for girls/boys , getting a good wife/husband , how many babies you wanna have , how to teach your child , which classes to enroll them in , what cca they shld have ,how to let them get As till your hair turns white & they're finally a grown up . By then , you'll smile and see how much life has been changing & how much you miss those old good times when you still can run , do layups , jump up high for rebound , shoot long/short distance , interception of ball etc. Life's just too short . Theres no replay so people , cherish whatever you're having now for you never know when its gonna disappear , do whatever you wanna do before its too late , life is way too unpredictable.
My future is way too vague .
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