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Define whats worth fighting for when life gonna come to an end still ?
Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 10:11 AM
Always belive that everything in life happens for a reason. We all know someday , we gonna leave .
Someday our story gonna stop playing , thats when life comes to an end and that day remain as a mystery.
Often we contradicts within ourselves , we couldnt make up our mind , we went reminiscing whats gone , we regret & we hope everything could rewind.

I dont feel the same , if one day im given a chance to rewind my time back , i never wanna change it becuz i love to see a tranquil flow of life . I miss those days when i can hold on tightly to my mum's hand , being a lil girl shorter than her , having smooth hair and wearing my favourite shoe with lights at the base of the shoes , catching powerpuff girls in the morning and playing with toys on my own. Because now im taller than my mum , i couldnt fit into that shoe anymore , my hair is in bad condition due to rebonding , so tired that i would rather sleep than catching powerpuff girls early in the morning and all the toys i used to played were being thrown away .  What im facing ahead of me are terrains , they frightens me , they broke me into pieces , they drain me out & cause a fear within myself if i could make it or not. If i fall , it makes a hardtime for me to stand up on my own feet , its not about grazes and cuts but its about the broken heart . When i failed , it isnt like playing with my toys , i can control them and with everything , every scenes and ending at my finger tips . Its all about future.

Now all i want is to put myself into sleeps , my dreamland and travel back to those wonderful times when none would ever leave me and nothing goes apart. When theres no heartbreaks and fears. I kept running , i tried so hard to break free and found myself back to where i used to be , its just like getting stucked in a forest , frantically calling for help but no one would ever come by . Then you felt like giving up , you sat down on your own crying hysterically but nobody gonna be there , you just have to stand up all on your own , get a map and figure your way out , in fact map may not even be provided. Its all on your own bcuz its your life , your choice.
Twelve's
A cheerful girl that define 'Chatterbox' &way too unpredictable for anyone to comprehend.
♥ドラえもん
I've the greatest MUMMY on earth♥

“Seek not that the things which happen should happen as you wish; but wish the things which happen to be as they are, and you will have a tranquil flow of life”
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